As you all know I have had a really rough couple of weeks. Stressed out from school, working two jobs, feeling extremely homesick, pushing away my friends and on top of that ending a relationship that I put my whole heart into.
But you should be happy to hear that everything is coming around. I dropped from one of my classes so I would have more time to focus on my other classes instead of struggling. I quit one job- so now i'm down to one (peace out crazy ethiopian lady). I really love my new job working front desk at the hotel. It's perfect for me. I love the work environment and I have lots of down time to work on homework. "M" and I talked last night and we are going to try and make things work. I'm happier with him than I am without him. I believe in forgiveness and second chances. I'm sure Kianna can relate to this. I also started seeing a counselor to help me manage my stress and not have another panic attack like I did the other night.
Things are looking up for me thanks to my supportive friends and family. I honestly don't know what I would do without my lovely sisters. I know that you three will always have my best interest at heart and that I can always rely on you. I'm so looking forward to Indigo coming to visit (THIRTEEN DAYS! :D)
I have realized these past few weeks that I CAN'T do everything. I am NOT superwoman. I am just an average, hard working, caring, college student. I am just me. I still have a long way to go, friendships and relationships to mend, grades to get up, making time to do leisure things that I enjoy, and managing my time better so I don't get stressed out. But in the mean time I have a supportive team of friends and family, I'm young, healthy and it's a beautiful day.
Positive thoughts and positive vibes.
Love always, Kira
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